In this interview, Meera Viswanathan, then-Professor of comparative literature at Brown University, discusses emigrating from India to Los Angeles in 1961. She describes the language barrier she experienced and her process of assimilating to American life through using the English language. She explains being unable to identify with classmates in elementary school or holidays such as Christmas or Halloween, and regrets losing much of her native language. Viswanathan recalls realizing in her adolescence that she did not have to give up her culture but also remembers praying to become white.
Viswanathan notes her observations of Asian-American students on the Brown campus and considers the kinds of people who fit into that category. She also discusses her experience as an Indian-American undergraduate at Stamford University in 1974. Speaking again of her childhood, Viswanathan remembers attempting to make her dolls look more like herself. The interview ends in the middle of a conversation about the differences between Viswanathan’s college experience and that of students in the 1980s.
Marston Hall, Brown University, Providence, Rhode Island